First Day as a Blogger

Hey all
7th of April 2008, half way through my half yearly exams and decided to procrastinate by making a blog. Always thought blogging was for nerds, but ive learnt to not judge things without trying it...so here i am =]

48th day my parents have been away overseas..amazing how time flies..i guess its just school work that has been keeping me constantly busy. Its been great living with my friend Jay and his family, i guess another reason why i haven't been feeling really lonely is cause through these long weeks Jay has been pretty much like a brother to me. He's really watched out for me and..likewise =]

Every weekend we would go back to my place to hang out and spend the weekends there. I remember once going back home alone because Jay was spending the weekend with his school friends..amazing how silence can be so loud and defeaning..being able to hear the raindrops and the clock ticking without any other noise disruptions made me feel..as if the world was absolutely empty..walking into my parents room and seeing their bed and my sisters cradle made me feel emotionally ran over by a truck..looking into that wardrobe mirror and just looking at the reflection of myself..as if i was the only person that was alive..

So i ran out of the room and decided to put some music..up loud..so drown off these thoughts...but in my head..not being able to hear my sisters whinging somehow made me feel incomplete..really regretting those days when i wished my sister was locked in a box. Not being able to hear the sound of my dads loud mouse..clicking away and the sound of the water running in the kitchen with my mum constantly cleaning..a W0AH feeling
Worst part was when dinner time came =_= i had to cook stuff myself..not that i dont ever do it..im just not used to cook without mum beside me telling me that ive put in too much salt or oil..so as a result..i turned to instant noodles =] they never let you down

But besides that particular weekend i dont recall feeling lonely or down..mainly cause of my friends around me..some have made me laugh..smile..cared for me..talking to me..or even just being there for me..you guys know who you are..and thanks alot =]

Well first day as a blogger has come to an end..with the reason being that dinner is ready..and im hungry =]

"So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today's trouble is enough for today…" - Matthew 6:32